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what does it mean when you finally admit to yourself that you are addicted to change? what does it mean that you can never really see yourself at one job or in one place for the rest of your life?
is there a word for this? nomad? gypsy? revolutionary?
i can’t help but throw myself into new [...]

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the joys [and woes] of life as a writer, a journalist even, is that precarious line between living the life and describing it as you see.
let me explain. …
sometimes, life comes as a whirlwind and between the stress of the day to day and the responsibilities, you live it up. forget everything else and within [...]

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“There ain’t no devil, there’s just God when he’s drunk…”
“Do you know where friendship ends and passion does begin? it’s between the binding of her stockings and her skin…”
“I’m holding on, ’cause you’re my revolver, and I dreamed of ending, in a violent way…”
there just are too many lines in music lyrics to list, but [...]

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i’ve been MIA for a while. i could say i have been busy, that i’ve been on an important assignment or that life just caught up to me. i could say that i grew bored, lethargic or even felt i was done with it. but it doesn’t matter. i’m here now. again. and for a [...]

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bum-rushed

it’s hard sometimes to live with yourself when your craft lays in stagnant waters. that passion inside of you, that hunger for life…
i used to read three books a week, revel in language and discovering a new word. i use to pour my heart out in words on the screen of my ibook, the [...]

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his eyes are hard as he stares ahead of him, exhales a cloud of smoke that hovers around stubble on his face. his swollen gut juts out in front of him and he waddles as he turns and looks at me.
my grandfather is dying and i’m not sure how to feel about that. that harsh [...]

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learning curve

my fingers hurt as i type this. i have shared an afternoon with an old friend. i picked him up during my youth then forgot about him. he’s back in my life and his strings feel like magic in my clumsy hands.
i had stowed him away years ago, thinking i wouldn’t miss him. that rich [...]

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it’s time…

i’ve made my decision and to hell with everything else. i am going to write the great american novel.
the topic, though abrupt as it may sound has actually been a lifelong quest. ever since i wrote my first short story in the second grade, i knew that i wanted to do more, push my increasingly [...]

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Its another Friday and I am scrambling to get my work done in time for me to leave at a semi human hour. as i write about dog maulings and book releases, i feel, restless, listless and above all else a serious lack of creativeness.
i turned in the first story about an hour ago and [...]

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a scribble…or two

The geese
I walk a long, undulating dirt path
To the Penetencia park ponds…
My heals dig into the freshly watered dirt
Each step sinking further in…
Fall is approaching and the
Waters, normally still in the
Quiet afternoons are dotted with
Canadian geese, each unaware of the urban
Sprawl around them.
I stand at the pond’s edge and watch as
The monochromatic fowl lazily graze
On [...]

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